I’m tired of being overwhelmed and drowning in life.
I have thrown all my spoons into the pool.
I‘m putting on the scuba gear and diving in after them.
I am just gonna lay on the bottom of the pool
And watch all the pretty bubbles go by….
So far in January I had four whole days where I wasn’t sick. The first three weeks of January was the flu from Hades itself. Than I was feeling good for four days, went to am memorial and was sick for the rest of the month into this month with a upper respiratory crud, sneezing, coughing, no voice, so forth and so on.
2011; you’re not making a good show of yourself so far…
It has showed me one fact. People think I am antisocial because I hesitate to go see people. The reason I am hesitant to go where there are crowds of people is because as soon as I do, I come back sick. And while everyone else might get over in a day or week, it always knocks me out for three weeks at least. Frankly I am really quite fed up with being sick all the bloody time. Besides feeling like crap, I can’t get anything done. Can’t write, can’t read, can’t do art, it’s frustrating beyond words…
This normally world depress the hell out of me but at this point I am so fed up and disgusted I am just frankly pissed! I have an appointment next week with my doctor and my medical is straightened out, so she and I are going to be discussing this.
Provided I can stop coughing l.ong enough to get the bloody words out…
You have two months left.
I am done with Drama for the rest of your year.
Especially as most of it is not even MY drama.
Can someone else please be the peacemaker for awhile.
I am feeling old and very, very tired.
Had a migraine from hell today.
Not at all helped by the fact I can’t stop coughing and spitting up green stuff.
I see the doctor tomorrow.
So help me if they tell me I am not sick…
I am really going to have to hurt someone.
So I finally ordered a BJD doll I have been wanting for a while.
And after waiting weeks and weeks it finally came.
She’s very pretty, poses well, just one little problem…
This isn’t the doll I ordered.
Massive Sigh… I really hate this year.